I could usually bust out a paper in 2 days but this paper really took me more than a week to get through and its still not finished. It’s really a struggle to stay focused and get this work done. The motivation doesn’t seem to be there anymore and at this point I really don’t know whats needed to get it since what I feel needs to happen will never come back. The equation doesn’t seem right anymore since shes gone and everyday I’m reminded of that.
I never once thought that I’d lose a friend so close to me.
I never thought I’d lose someone while in college.